I figured out why I’ve been so anxious all day. I’m scared. Which is something I never admit. I’m scared that I’m about to put my whole heart into something and I’m going to get hurt….
Maybe it’s just because it’s a transition phase right now… But I hope things change soon. I hate not being able to talk regularly, and I hate having my texts go unanswered. It just seems like what has happened before is about to happen all over again, and I feel like I need to prepare for the worst.